aw thats so cool! i was a fine arts major for my first year. its definitely a nice thing to have as an escape. ive been in an artistic block for some time now and i miss it!
ah well im sorry you had to go through that :( im sure id be completely destroyed if someone i loved did that to me. i appreciate the advice!
haha i wouldn’t say an artist PER SE but i do love drawing/painting and very much appreciate the arts :)
this is pretty damn similar to something i experienced with someone so im going to give you the best advice i can…it may take you years to do realize it, and you might feel like there is nothing but a gaping black hole in the center of your chest, and you might feel broken and empty, and you might miss them every single night while you cry yourself to sleep, but trust me when i say you don’t need anyone who doesn’t need you. and i promise you that there will be a day when you can wake up and not give a FUCK about them, just like they dont give much of a fuck about you.
My cats, doing well in school, attractive females, my coworkers/friends, wearing a perfect outfit, good food, when a drawing comes out well, movies from the 90s, a good book, easy school days, learning new words, catching people doing nice things